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365: Day 110- Numb


4/20/13: This is how I found them this morning, sitting on Silas' bed reading books to each other.


They played with bubbles on the back deck again today.



I am totally emotionally exhausted. I don't really want to talk to anyone outside of Derek and the kids. I am numb. I fell asleep last night with Silas' favorite stuffed animal, 'nudie bird', after he left it in our bed when we read books. I laid down while the kids napped today and actually fell asleep for an hour, again clutching onto nudie bird.


Cooking is how I deal with stress. On Monday after the bombings I made S&Z a feast of indian-spiced basmati rice and curried chickpeas and cauliflower. I cooked again tonight, this time for healing. We had a comfort meal of homemade Ramen Noodle Soup. Unfortunately Derek is working the entire weekend so it was just me and the kids.


I'm still processing the events of this week. I suspect I will be for awhile...

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